what is puffy's name?

New bike

2009-07-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

O ya, regarding my bike stolen case, e police's still on the case.. Dun think will lead to any results though - reality police is not lik detective conan xP Anyways, I've alr gotten a new bike liao, been to a few test rides & reli not used to it due to its full suspension. Last time one is totally no gear no nth - all is kao my personal strength adjusting to ride fast or slow den standing up ride to overcome upslopes. Now all is dependent on gear control.. reli makes me sweat a lot -_- or is it im lackin exercise nowadays? & due to my kana stolen exp, i now super kia su put 2 locks. But the odds are... I spend hell of a time each time i hv to lock up! D@mn...

Newly addicted food

2009-07-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

Recently, thnks to constance~ I've found my newly addicted food of the century! & that is... ... Guess what? ... Tom Yam Pizza? ... No no no~ ... ... Chicken rice balls? ... wrong, that was rite after my Malaysia trip, got 1 even more recent de~ ... ... Give up? LoL ... ... Ok! ... It's ... ... Terriyaki chicken bao! Lmao! & it's all thnks to constance coz she recommended it xD Now i'm all slave to the juicy, tasty, yummy & uncontrollable scent of Terriyaki Chicken Bao!! xD - Mission of the yr: To conquer & eat all the terriyaki chicken baos - Heh heh

The Art of Puffy

2009-07-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

Recenty, Puffy has learnt a new trick up his sleeves... & that is... to be on high alert on me!! xD ZZZzzz! Coz after his ticks infection, I've always tend to grab him whenever I c him to get rid of his ticks for him. So now he's so on guard of me pinning him down! It's so funny to look at him sometimes, like on high alert to sneak pass me LoL. & it's so fun when I do catch him - he's dead meat! LoL. Then he'll look as though he's kanna captured lik a POW! (prisoner of war) ROFL! Luckily his ticks infection has gotten better nowadays thnks to the medicine we got fr the pet hospital. Hurray medical science! Hurray on capturing Puffy! :P

Humbleness

2009-07-17T00:13:00.005+08:00

In life, there're so many lessons to be learnt, & most of them r what u call: "Zhou Ren De Dao Li". Exactly, a lot of ppl sometimes think they noe a lot about how to "zhou ren" (pls dun xiang wai...), but in actual fact that is where they lack. To think u noe a lot - that's arrogance. To continue learning & always be humble is what i've learnt, & it's a gd lesson everytime coz i tend to forget it in diff scenarios. In the past, i used to think that humbleness is "qian xu", but it's not totally. In contrast, one must not only help the weak but at the same time, appreciate the strong & learn fr them. To be open & willing to learn your defeat or weakness is another powerful form of humbleness.

I'm Back! Due to modem spoil

2009-06-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

Wah wah, sooo long nvr blog le... So many things to update.

1stly there's tis stupid bad luck thing in chain... I got posted tt my lappy spoiled, den hp, den modem.. & den guess wad? My bike jus got stolen ytr & today I discovered my blue tooth spoiled.. !&*@*&*$&*&*(#!

& recently i became a L4D freak le cham LOL! Lots of my frends always chio me go play. Play til headache sometimes LOL. But it's fun la, coz always die. U dun get to die in e real world u noe Haha.

Den there's e mac glass promotion - WOW I actually got 4 of e black ones a few days bak.. Ate lunch & dinner both BIG MAC value meals LoL! Eat til scare.. But gd la at least worth it since got glass cup HEh Heh.

& ya lo! My bike stolen NB NB NB! Whoever stole it I curse him/her to eternal shit stuck while shitting! Made police report & had a police officer on my case, but I guess e chances of recoverin it is slim.. LoL. Thinkin of buyin a cheap new one~ :D

Talkin bout new stuffs~! I jus gotten quite a few stuffs fr e PC fair at Suntec last wk end! Gotten a lappy bag (shock absorb & water proof), a new mouse~, new ink jets tt culd last me for over a yr~, a new lappy fan (promotion $6 only! WAH) & most imprtly - my new 320GB WD ex drive! Yea yea~ Finally can bak up all my datas le. Last time is not enough memory, now is too much! xD

& wa seh, BOF so nice to watch~ So funny even though I watched e Taiwan version 3 times b4 le. Nice nice, gd job korean version! Can't stop laughin. Also jus finished K-ON, also super funny sia, so carefree e main leads. PH's watchin it tmr (she claims it's gonna be a spree -_-) LoL. Nx up is Zhong Ji San Guo le! Yee Pee

"爱就宅一起" Great Ending

2009-05-10T12:49:00.008+08:00

Last nite was "To get her" last epi - so touchin T^T finally Mars & Mo Mo r tgt. Happy endin~ Love it! I was pretty worried there might b stupid developments or endings coz tt's wad always happen to a gd show towards e end - disappointment due to rushin in last epi. Lucki tt didn happen.
I lik e explanation of e accid bein a commited on purpose by a culprit, if not it'll jus b too dramatic liao, lik an accid happen so qiao de. I read a forum given to me by raed on comments of tis last epi & a lot of them said there were too many flashbacks. I find it ok though. Coz ppl durin e imprt moments of their lifes, always flashback to previous imprt moments of their lifes. It makes it kinda lik memory-settin, flowly & dreamy - nice~
E most touchin part i found was when Mars sang tis lines to Mo Mo & she was so touched tt she cried -

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

Was exactly wad he wanted Mo Mo to noe, tt despite her insecurities, tt her existence is a burden to Mars, he will nvr leave her & he'll clear all of these doubts. So touchin... I dedicate them to my Raed as well -

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

Eno yad ew'll b tgt ed, fiw 1yreve's uhz fu, suj kil sraM & oM oM ni e wohs. I promise u
"OK~的啦!" "That'sss Right~!"
& o ya, so many scenes on Mu Mu lo.... i bet... Raed will wan Mu Mu even more after tis liao! xD Wah Wah
"let this be my last word, that i trust thy love .."

ICG Graduation

2009-05-10T12:43:00.003+08:00

Last fri nite was my ICG grad ceremony, so nostaglic... It's lik so fast, it's been over a yr alr. While e class is all enjoyin themselves, I felt a bit out of place. Although i could hv enjoyed more by thinkin lesser, I guess im a sadist LOL! Yea, we'll still b 0408 even though we've grad, thnks for makin me rmb myself bein in a class lik in sec sch. Wonderful frends & buddies. No matter i'll end up in e casino industry or not, i'll nvr forget all of u guys. Thanks!

Invasion on Puffy!!

2009-05-10T12:35:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG tis is so OMG! I noe recently puffy's got quite a number of ticks found on him, but not until last nite... I saw some stickin on his face, & waited for my dad to reach hm b4 we could "team up" to catch them. When we did, we discovered SOO MANY on other parts of his body as well! We catch & catch, kill & kill until there whole floor was full of blood (eeeeeeee). It's lik some horror movie comin to life. Poor puffy so much blood kana sucked..
& worse came tis mornin, my mom told me earlier on my dad killed quite some ticks tt were hangin or crawlin on our living room's wall behind e chairs.. OMG OMG! It's lik e whole area is infested! (Left 4 dead?! LoL) Den when i tried to use my towel durin teeth brushin, guess wad..? - I found a huge tick stickin on it! EEwww... WTH WTH! We've got to "cleanisize" puffy reli quick! It's lik tt show "Aliens", e ticks r reproducin themselves so fast! xD
While today is mother's day & i'll b off to lunch wif my mom :) & we'll b off to buy e "weapons" to come bak & save puffy. Endure on puffy! We'll save u xD

Everything Spoil - What's Next?!

2009-05-10T12:20:00.003+08:00

Just last wk, my lappy spoiled - screen went lines & squares... Reli unlucki man, & it was den tt i realised jus how imprt it is to b able to online. Without it it's lik one leg gone xD Cant msn, cant email, cant research, cant watch online anime / movies / dramas, cant go foruming, cant facebook & pet society, cant blog, cant update webby, WAH! E 5 days of repairin was reli hell for me if not for my raed~ Thank! Muack~ Felt lik a retarded person bak in my pri sch days - everythin mus call or walk or do manually, wa lao.

The sad part was, I told my frend - wad else could be worse? Hp spoil also lo. Den lik tt i'll b uncontactable, unreachable totally. I was rite on... my hp spoiled immediately on e day i received bak my lappy, WTH! I definitely suspect there're some supernatural force out there to get me... Without my hp, I couldn call, couldn sms, no alarm clock to wake me up, no reminders, no calendar / organizer, no mobile dictionary, no cam, no music player, WAH!

& wad's worse?? U can guess alr! I told my frend - wad else could be worse? Something else spoil ba, though i dunno wad might tt be... & Wah la~ e supernatural force is at wrk again... Jus last nite, i had 3 incidents whereby my psp cant read its memory card! WTH! Now tis is reli damagin as well, y didn i think of it..? My psp is my entertainment + my ex drive at e same time! Now har, i jus hope it doesn worsen & somethin else doesn spoil.................... I mus overcome tis chain of bad luck - screw u supernatural force or watever (forced to believe in it after so many predictions) tt is out to get me! I cant die de =p

Hair cut & com down

2009-05-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

I just cut my hair! & boy it sure is nice~ Heh heh. Wan to see it? .................................................................... :P
DUN show u! :P LoL. Kidding la, i'll eventually update some pics when I get my com back. & oh ya, my com.. T^T spoiled.. Saddened. Hope it gets repaired soon! No com like less one leg like that, disabled! - No facebook, no msn, no email, no pet society, no online animes, movies, dramas, no web browsin, no research, no uploadin photos, music, no photoshop, etc softwares & worse of all.. no ***es!! (guess it urself lol)

Alcohol Nightmare

2009-05-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

I guess this entry would be one to remind myself (& readers) not to get drunk in future. In the past, I like to drink a lot & the sound of alcohol makes me interested (due to some reasons). Later on after an experience of fainting in a toilet (so embarrassing...) & endless vomiting that night plus the following day (whatever I ate got vomited out), I vowed never to touch a single bit of alcohol anymore.

This vow was however, broken last Tuesday all thanks to the ICG chalet's game. The game was very simple at 1st, stacking Mahjong pieces one on top of another to see who makes it collapse 1st. The loser will get to drink alcohol with green tea. The situation eventually gotten worse as more players joined in & we played on for hours like addiction. I was targeted at one moment (which was why I gotten drunk) due to my record of not losing at all. My friend passed me a new filled cup & told me to drink it at one go. Seeing that it wasn't much, I did... to the surprise that it was purely alcohol without a mix of green tea! After what shouldn't have happened but happened.. I was half conscious & trying my best not to vomit (I hate the feeling). It was a miracle I reached home safely.

The following day was hell, the taste of alcohol stayed in my mouth, & I was reminded of it every moment. To make matters worse, the day was ruined thanks to my carelessness the previous night.

I hereby vow again: I SHALL NEVER DRINK EVEN A DROP OF ALCOHOL IN FUTURE!

ICG One Year Anniversary

2009-04-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

Today (ytr, now after 12am le) is our ICG One Year Anniversary! Haha. Time passes so fast. Just ytr we were introducing ourselves to the class, today we've graduated alr :) Looking forward to our graduation on 8th May, heard it's at ICG Turf City. Thought it would be a ballroom dance or something, in the end it's just a ceremony lol. & nx tues 28th April we've a chalet at changi area. Just now discussed a lot about having ghostly walks & stuffs~ Love it. They say bring ghost shows to watch. Josehpine was so terrified & karen was so engrossed lol. Really looking forward to it :D

& Dear de sch reopen le orh~ yea yea. See her so energetic now unlike her holidays at home lol :D

Left 4 Dead

2009-04-19T23:56:00.005+08:00

Cool game~ Just played with aaron 1st time just now at amk. Fun xia :D Like CS + Resident Evil. Better still they enhanced the zombies to run at super speed, & they come in mobs!

U shoot, u shoot & u shoot~ Reli need team work to survive in tis game. The only bad part of tis game is the enclosed dark areas - they wanna make it scary usin torch to light ur way, but u get super dizzy if u turn the screen too much. (make sure u dun shine ur torch onto a witch! - female chasing zombie)

Tis monster call "tank" is super hard to beat! I kana killed by it twice lo! Got 1 time is kana hit by the car it threw at me xD Saddened... LoL. Do try out tis game for those who haven tried b4! Highly recommended for lan entertainment :D

DMC

2009-04-19T00:57:00.005+08:00

O ya, I watch DMC (Detroit Metal City) a while b4 last wk. D@mn funny sia! So exaggeratin lo LOL. I recommend ppl who lik bustin humour & jokes to catch it. The part whereby Sir Kraser taught his younger bro how to appreciate his elder bro's (himself) mushroom hair, I got a laugh of my life - his younger bro went prayin & worshippin his hair while sayin "Wowww it reli iss wonderful! Looks totally lik a dick head!" HAHA!

Reli lik the show very much wif its funny inbuilt hardcore songs. Which is y im puttin them up now as my blog music lol~ Enjoy listenin (Kill Kill Kill!) xD

New RPG Ability

2009-04-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

2 days ago, I picked up an ability tat was taught to me last sat thnks to J :D & I also hv to thnk X for bein my practice partner indirectly. Thnk u both. Now wif tis new skill, it is lik inside a rpg game (haha) - u suddenly aquire a bow skill tat allows u to atk longer range, which gives u a whole new capability in defeatin monsters. The feelin im havin rite now is exactly similar. Let me try usin it more to lv up, & eventually I hope to master it & use it to the fullest.

This post is a dedication to thnk the above 2 ppl, esp J :D

Dream of exam

2009-04-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

3 days ago, I had a very unforgetable dream which involves me preparing for an exam which was very worryin.
Here's the interpretation:

Exam
To dream that you are taking an exam, signifies insecurities, fear of not meeting others' expectations, and fear of failure.
(http://dreammoods.com)

Kind of true. The last 2 similarly unforgetable dreams in recent period were related to "cockroach" followed by "classroom". All the interpretation r somewhat very true in a sense.

Classroom
To dream that you are in a classroom, indicates that you may be learning an important life lesson. Alternatively, it symbolizes personal growth. You are learning something about yourself.

Cockroach
To see a cockroach in your dream, signifies your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional, or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life.

Start tryin to interpret ur dreams, they're reli true & tells u wad problems or aspects of life u're facin, & might even give u a clearer view of where u stand or which direction u can take :D (sounds incredible?)

Obessed

2009-04-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

My dear's been so obessed wif Frh & Jiro since last sun's HIM event until now tat I'm soooo forgotten! T^T! Nyaaaa>...! haha. Lucki now a bit lessen tis wk. Lucki lucki. She too zou huo lu muo liao! xD

what love is all about

2009-04-04T02:55:00.006+08:00

Scenario:

Girlfriend waits for boyfriend at meeting place but boyfriend is late due to important work-related issue. He doesn't answer calls nor reply sms. 3 hours later, boyfriend arrives, girlfriend...

Result 1: asks for a reason.
Result 2: shows fustration.
Result 3: has bought something for him to eat once he arrives.

(For girls...)
If u're one who performs "result 3", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 1" or "result 2", read on...

Boyfriend's emotion upon seeing own girlfriend being not caring & understanding...

Result 1: sad
Result 2: agitated
Result 3: sorry

(For guys...)
If u're one who performs "result 3", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 1" or "result 2", read on...

Girlfriend sees signs of boyfriend being irritated by her attitude, girlfriend...

Result 1: apologizes for being un-caring.
Result 2: thinks that she isn't in the wrong.
Result 3: cries.

(For girls...)
If u're one who performs "result 1", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 2" or "result 3", read on...

Upon seeing girlfriend's thoughtless response, boyfriend...

Result 1: walks away.
Result 2: apologizes.
Result 3: lectures her.

(For guys...)
If u're one who performs "result 2", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 1" or "result 3", read on...

After confirming that boyfriend is up for a quarrel, girlfriend...

Result 1: walks away.
Result 2: makes clear her stand.
Result 3: apologizes.

(For girls...)
If u're one who performs "result 3", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 1" or "result 2", read on...

Seeing girlfriend's declaration of a quarrel, boyfriend...

Result 1: goes into "cold war".
Result 2: argues to prove that he is right.
Result 3: apologizes.
Result 4: asks for a break up.

(For guys...)
If u're one who performs "result 3", this is what love is all about.
However, if u would perform "result 1","result 2" or "result 4", read on...

Seeing boyfriend's declaration of a quarrel, girlfriend...

Result 1: goes into "cold war".
Result 2: argues to prove that she is right.
Result 3: apologizes.
Result 4: asks for a break up.

(For girls...)
If u're one who performs "result 3", this is what love is all about.

So, after seeing the process up til this stage, do u realise 2 things?

1) 6 results of "apologize" leaded to positive developments.
2) both girlfriend & boyfriend had 3 & more chances to choose a result that would lead to "this is what love is all about".

Often time in life, we lose ourselves in the midst of stress, greed, jealousy, hatred, etc. This leads us to act selfishly & think of only ourselves. No one is perfect, we all have such moments. It is the effort to realise & admit these wrongs that we're able to improve.

And as you can see from this scenario, a break up is only possible when both sides persist actions that they only think of themselves first. Love is to think of the other party first & yourself second. If all lovers can face their imperfect selves & always strive to be selfless, the world can definitely become a better place.

Facebook Quizs

2009-03-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

Did these quizs on facebook & see e funny results LoL:

Kelis just took the quiz How Many Sexual Partners Will You Have Before You Die? with the result YOU WILL HAVE 200+ SEX PARTNERS BEFORE YOU DIE.

Haha! Tis is so funny! More below xD

Kelis just took the quiz What Kind of MONSTER Are You? with the result You are a GHOST

Wa lao! I'm a ghost?! E quiz is cursin me @.@ Below de even worse

Kelis just took the quiz What is Your Sexual Personality? with the result You are a SEXUAL TIGER!:
You are often a predator in bed with all of the instincts of a wild animal. You please and are pleased. Some people are just naturally sexual beings and you, my friend, are near the top of the food chain.

!^=!&#_!&@^!^&@$^@^&()#*!*@&*+@ WTH! LOL!

But at least tis followin one got more sense :D (& more true)

Kelis just took the quiz WHO IS YOUR SPIRIT GUIDE? with the result You're spirit guide is John Lennon. :
You are a sensitive and creative person trying to use your gifts to overcome a difficult loss. You enter into collaborations with other talented artists and are able to get the most out of them even if sometimes you have to make hard choices. You try and use your work to inspire others to improve the world and themselves and yet you are able to make enemies. Your sensitivity however makes you vulnerable to manipulation which threatens even your earliest friendships. Be careful!

Facebook quizs r fun & funny~ xD

The Unborn at Iluma

2009-03-29T22:54:00.005+08:00

Watch tis show wif aaron last nite at iluma - $6 per person wooo hooo (coz newly open). & I mus say e shoppin center is one of a kind :D Very nice & innovated, not to mention e contents of each store - shockingly new fashioned, designed & conceptualized, includin e products. Ok i'm gettin carried away, let's head bak to discuss e movie.

D@mn scary xia i mus say, a gd ratin for a eng ghost movie - was wad i intend to say until i saw e endin of e show. 2 words: short, fast. Me & aaron was expectin some more after e exocism scene but it all ended there. E ghost was lik so easily defeated, & we didn even pictured tt it was supposed to end. E reaction was lik "HUH?! End liao ar -_-..." It made e movie onli 1hr 15mins. Despite all previous frightenin scenes which impressed me, e endin weighted in & killed e movie. The possessed victims were made so scary in many scenes but e last part it was a runnin human tat punches ppl - disappointin... Watch it if u value a short movie wif quite a few scenes tat reli scared me, & a disappointin endin (& o ya, e main actress d@mn sexy xia, & revealin lik in e pic on ur left LoL, so tt accounts for another reason to view e movie :D).

Watchman

2009-03-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Just watched Watchman last week on Josephine's bday nite, should have chosen Detroit Metal City LoL. This show... how to say, a bit too conceptual, political.. & draggy. Although I like the originality & the twists, it just don't justify the boredom - plus it was freaking 2 hrs++. & wassup with the all the sex scenes -_- They're trying to include lust yet they wanna make it artistic, haha... Like no feel on both ends. Saddened that Josephine fell asleep while watching it! xD

Coming Soon

2009-03-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

Just watched this movie last week with aaron, edlyn & hui ning :D Very scary xia, the thing I like most is the originality of the story, plus it blended in some humour to balance out the boredom & tension build up. Nice~ Seldom have I seen a horror movie that uses an old lady as the ghost. Trust me, it'll send shivers up ur spine :)

What legendary beast are you?

2009-03-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

[What legendary beast are you? QUIZ]

Unicorn

You are perhaps the most majestic of the mythical creatures. All other mythical creatures are conceived out of human fears, but you represent the best qualities of Mankind. You are so pure, your very existence keeps evil at bay.

Wa! LoL, i'm a unicorn?! xD

Shuttle

2009-03-07T02:06:00.003+08:00

HAHAs~ So fun watchin "SHUTTLE" wif dear jus now. Wooo scary! Haha. Always keen to watch it since loong loong ago but cant seem to find it online xD Now finally get to watch tis Thai horror movie which heaten up e thai horror market! - Very nice, very original. Been so bored wif enough of copies copies & copies ZZZzzz. E climbin down e ladder scene was a masterpiece~ Freaky man. & e corridor walk on roof scene, wa wa xD! LoL, love e art of tension build up. Dear was also surprised by e ladder scene lol, so funny. Reli hope we can go watch a horror movie at cinema sometime soon~ Yea :D

P.S. (oh ya nx wk is "unborn"~)

When fear is dead life begins

2009-03-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

"When fear is dead life begins"

This is very true, does anyone out there has this problem?
Then it's time to remove ur fear!

One Year Anniversary ♥

2009-02-26T01:33:00.008+08:00

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Happy one year anniversary dear! ♥~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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To : PAN HUI

Thank you dear, for being with me this one yr
For always being there for me
Through happiness & sadness
You've lead my life away from loneliness
& you've brighten up my life
You've given me many a lot courage
What can i ever do without u
You're the one & only for me
Together, now & forever

Love: KELIS

Addicted to Yugioh Gx 3

2009-02-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

WAH WAH WAH! Last nite played Psp Yugioh Gx 3 wif aaron until lik siao, whole nite marathon xia LoL~! Played until cannot stop, addicted, & we're gonna continue tis afternoon! Heh heh~ Cham la, so long nvr addicted to games liao, someone save meeee :p

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2009-02-21T15:33:00.005+08:00

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Interpret dream roaches

2009-02-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

Tis's an amazin fun website to help u interpret ur dreams
http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

I had a very impactful dream recently bout cockroaches all over in my dream, here's wad e site writes:

Cockroach
To see a cockroach in your dream, signifies your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional, or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life.

Roaches
To see roaches in your dream, represents an undesirable aspect of yourself in which you need to confront. Alternatively, it may be a pun for smoking marijuana. On a positive note, roaches may also be symbolic of tenacity and longevity.

Quite true in some parts actually :D haha

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-14T23:27:00.004+08:00

-H-A-P-P-Y- muacks~ -V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E-'-S- muacks~ -D-A-Y- -M-Y- -D-E-A-R- -!-

1 yr lo, how time flies~
but it's still lik we jus met ytr :D
e feelin is soo memorable, when we 1st hold hands.. <3
now we hold so many times alr, & i dun sweat anymore (DOTS!)
feel kinda nostaglic, lik we travelled thru time portal to 1 yr ltr lol
rmb e time we 1st met at sakae, u were soo **** (haha cencored =P)
now even more ****
u ask **** is wad?? it's aaaa ..........
s.e.c.r.e.t 不能说的密秘 :p
lookin forward to jump to 1 yr ltr again
by den u'll b even more chio~! \(^_^)/
& meee MORE SHUAI wa ha ha

P.S. Loves ya Muacks! You are my one and only dearest in the world <3

2009-02-10T23:27:00.004+08:00

I jus did a test on "Are you a gd GF/BF?"
& e result is ... ...

Excellent

You're a really loving, and caring person towards your BF/GF. You really do care for them, and you love them unconditionally. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Because you'll always treat them with love, and care. ;D

Haha... Dunno true a not, sounds too nice to be true lol

the brightest moon

2009-02-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

WAH! Now is e moment! - e brightest moon in decades 11pm tonite!! Me & dear agreed to look at it romantically~ Although so far apart seperated, we look at e same sky, & at e same moon <3 Den mus think of each other when lookin (:

But... however... things dun go accordin to plan.. T^T Coz.. I cant c shit!! Nyaaa! All blocked, no matter front side corridor or back kitchen there (but I still got think of my Dear la~). Dear said she can c :) Gd gd, & she said not so bright, normal normal. Guess e news r exaggeratin it a bit.

Anyways, it's veri romantic in my heart le~ Although dear now no reply my msn T^T lonely....... (OH! Reply liao)

Malaysian trip

2009-01-30T00:09:00.003+08:00

tmr nite goin to malaysia 2 days & 3 nite's trip le, kinda excited? Kinda miss spore? Mixed feelins LoL. But heck care let's jus play. I jus scare wait very borin got nth to play de xD

Hope Xin long's 密室 scary enough, or can c many many nice nice stars lik he mentioned~ Hope his backyard's crocs dun eat meee.. xD Hope malaysian food yummy~ & let's hopee.... heh heh.. a lot of pretty malaysian gers come to my hugs~ WA HA HA

CNY tis yr

2009-01-29T23:45:00.004+08:00

tis yr's CNY's kinda nt very happenin... very no qi fen & such... prob coz of recession. But at least we got to eat a happy steamboat~ Me, aaron, edlyn, hui ning, ivy, han yong & jia yi~ & yeah, jia yi's leg ok le, gd blessins to her! & han yong ended up in seargent course lol. & eds wore her sch u....... soooo .................................. DOTS LoL! Reli look lik pri sch gin na! Too bad nvr took photo if nt can put here :p

Gotten quite some ang baos tis yr (dao feng shuo Wa haha). But fell sick on 2nd day of CNY xD Had a terrible headache whole day wif runnin nose T^T & guess wad, I slept 10 hrs to recover! But didn... 3rd day of CNY still jialet.. So tt nite... Guess how long i slept?? xD ........... ............. 14hrs!! xP But thnks to e long coma, i recovered le~ Yeah

**黑皮牛耳 HAPPY NEW YR everyone!**

Nite Gatherin at Parklane

2009-01-29T23:33:00.004+08:00

Oops so long nvr blog le. Ok time to update update.

Tonite went to parklane wif yy, bem & ah huan. Was plannin to d&d kill dragon de, end up not onli e dragon didn kill us, we didn get to play at all! (coz got 2 guys keep playin alamak) So we went to walk walk, den eat bean curd~ So funny when I brought up Aaron's "milkmate" topic to them LoL. We even came up wif formin a "milk club" LoL. So lame.. Hope we all meet our milkmate (excludin me) soon~

We also ran into Mr weili orh, haiz... so long no see, always ask him out he dun wan de den now c him at arcade wif frends. Den he as usual tt guilty expression of not comin out wif us & tryin to find an excuse... Haiz, sometimes i reli wonder, y?

caught a cold...

2009-01-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

Shoot today caught a cold, think is becoz of slack of sleep & also drink too much ice green tea xD Went for CM practice but kept sneezin couldn concentrate. Jos came late as well & today onli practiced a bit of shuffle & BJ. Went to Changi Airport find Aaron, eds & ning but... haha, did nth at all. Went for bro's bday dinner after tt. & o ya~ b4 left hse i watched sponge box square pants again! Reli fallin in love wif tis cartoon, so lame so funny LoL

CM happenings~

2009-01-09T23:23:00.006+08:00

Went for CM practice today. & when I got there i was shocked by e sudden call fr alvin. It was lik wow, so long nvr seen him liao - he's still e same lol. Jos also kana dragged to coffee shop instead of practice by him. In e end, we practiced bacarrat whole nite, & i was kana cursed! Lost all e way lo! Wa lao. Den was askin Nil bout if there's any ghost stories in turf city a not lik horse or rider's spirits or something. Den he said: "Ya! Got horse commit suicide b4" Lmao!

Tis ghost story trend came wif a reason dated back to 2 days ago (wed)... We went to eat supper at adam rd hawker there (xin long, felicia, jos & me), when we suddenly chatted into e hot topic - ghost stories! Xin long told us quite a few, 2 was quite scary:

Story 1: A frend of his went to Holland for holiday & when e grp went for a jungle walk, a gal in their grp suddenly squatted down & screamed. No one knew wad happened until e camra man went thru his video footage a few days ltr... There was a blur image of a child in e background starrin at them! & his eyes were black in color...

Story 2: Tis story is fr Fobia e movie, very nice tender build up. There was tis gal 1 nite, she sms chatted wif an online-known guy. They were happily smsing away when they exchanged photos of each other. E gal took a pic of herself & sent to e guy, & a while ltr she received a e same pic back. She complained to e guy y it's lik tt, but e guy told her: "Ya, tt's a pic of me" Thinkin tt he was jokin, they chatted on until e guy described her actions & she was surprised he knew wad she was doin! A bit freaked out, she looked ard for a spy cam or something but to no avail. Den e guy said: "Want me to come visit u now?" She was totally spooked. E gal off her hp & hope tt everything wuld be fine.. When suddenly her sms tone actually rang! She was so shocked! After a while, she took up e courage to view e msg... "I'm at ur door now" She dropped e hp, & suddenly e lights went off! After gettin used to e darkness.. in trembles, she approached e door to peek thru e door hole... ... ... Nth was there. She opened e door, & looked ard... ... Nth was there. Relaxed, she closed e door, went back to her room & climbed onto bed. She was relieved tt it was over.. All of a sudden, her hp sms tone rang again under her bed! Totally spooked out, she stretched her head to view wad was under her bed... ... ... "IT" was underneath starrin rite at her!! After a while, e gal jumped off e buildin thru her window... (Ps. In her hp photo previously, e guy didn send her a prank pic of herself.. He was indeed in e pic... & he was rite nx to her!)

Spooky rite?? We chatted until so full of qi fen lo~ Becoz a cold gust of wind blew past us, Jos & I both agreed tt it was so qiao for tt wind to come at tis moment LoL. Jos was super scared lo, so funny, until she dared not go hm alone - I had to acc her hm -_- She was totally freaked out when I tried to scare her more lol. While, was a great excitin nite (reli lik ghostly topics~), hope to hv more of such discussions more in future :D & o ya, on follow up - might go Malaysia nx wk end to Xin Long's bie shu. Heard he say got quite a spooky "hidden room" in his bie shu, e door was made hidden in e wall (excitin!), den e moonlight can shine totally into e room, kool~ Reli hope to get to c it soon <3 woo hoo~ & Xin Long mentioned his backyard's river there got crocs! OMG, mus b careful not to fall in if nt... I'll become kelis burger!

BBQ EVENT OF 2008!

2008-12-31T19:14:00.007+08:00

Blogger's Update!
BBQ EVENT OF 2008!

Ppl attended:
Kai en
Hai Ning
Ying Ying
Edlyn
Ivy
Han Yong
Aaron
Jeremy
Dewei
Me!

So fun the day~

Started out wif preparartions & e trip to pisir ris beach, wegot super lost while our very "stress" driver (aaron) was sweatin lol. Luckily we managed to get there somehow.. Hahaha (Miracle)

E walk was a nightmare, soooo far fr e carpark! (Tks to Miss Eds) But luckily we survived, wad e stuffs were so d@mn heavy, but gd for trainin heheh. We unpacked & started BBQ~ Yum! Here's a some pics:

Nice~ Yum~!

Tis guy is jus sooo plain shuai (speechless!)

Presents!~

E best part here was e FRIGHT NITE~! Yeah~ We drew lots to choose partners. My 1st draw was eds, den redraw redraw redraw til i ended up wif hui ning T^T nooooooooooo..! but it wasn all tt scary after all la (a bit disappointin, but gd for e gals coz too scary they'll scream =p)

Tis was taken after e event ard 4am (super early hor! we were all half asleep!)

Overall an unforgettable event! Love ya guys~ Let's hold another one nx yr ~! <3

What Fruit Are U

2008-12-25T10:23:00.003+08:00

I jus did tis random Quiz on "What Fruit are U?"
& guess wad's e result......................... (Reli is swt)

YOU ARE A TOMATO

people arent sure what you are but you are bold and brave. people love you becuz u are the best you can be

Im a tomato?! -_-|||
Hellooo, tomato isn't even a fruit in e 1st place! It's a vegetable! @.@

See how much u can love

2008-12-25T09:51:00.007+08:00

Jus did tis "See how much u can love" Quiz in Facebook fr Hui Ning, haha..
& my result was...

> 37 degrees

you believe in "loving with eyes closed and with a heart open"
thus you r crazy unconditional lover

LMAO!

Aud Xmas?!

2008-12-25T09:18:00.007+08:00

I can't believe but tis was a Aud Xmas! LoL. Whole day piang Aud. & best of all, i managed to spend it wif dear~ Yeah yeah (:
Here's some pics:

The one huggin is me~ :D The one being hugged is dear~ xD

P.s. All these pics're taken by dear, i was too busy LoL

Eventually, I'd hope we can be in real dancing for nx yr's Xmas \(^_^)/ Yeahh~

Ur love spreadin

2008-12-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

No matter where u drop ur <3

I'll pick them up
Anytime
Anywhere
:D

Pancake?!

2008-12-20T22:01:00.009+08:00

Dear! Look LooK! Ur name~!! :D

& it's $1.00!! *Lmao*
=p

I Don't Know Quiz

2008-12-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you.

1. I am gay (KIDDING!)
2. I tend to walk around a lot when I'm in deep thoughts
3. I like to eat lime sherbet ice cream
4. I like to eat pizza a lot since young
5. I hate to jog, run, morathon or whatever
6. I love campfire ghost stories
7. I believe in will over destiny
8. I like to think out of the box
9. I hate to eat mixed taste food (eg. salted pop corn, cookies)
10. I always end up with a running nose if I drink orange juice
11. I don't like people who are sarcastic
12. I hate to drink, smoke & gamble (womanizing ok LoL)
13. I don't usually go clubbing or pub
14. I hate going to hospitals & clinics (their smell, atomsphere.. all of them! except pretty nurses~)
15. I hate crowded squeezy places
16. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart when people give me a sense of belonging
17. Alone, I like to explore gardens, fields & beautiful places
18. I easily get annoyed by people who disurb me when I'm engrossed in a good movie
19. Due to a past experience, subconsciously I'm always afraid of rejections, I need to overcome this
20. I want to change into a better communicating person
21. I like to work outside restrictions

i shall tag : Hui ning, Eds, Aaron, Bem, Colleen, Kai En, Jia Yi~

cyclin trip

2008-12-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

Today was so fun~ Went to East Coast Park cyclin wif Dear, her frend darwin & his gf. It rained a bit though, luckily not too heavy. Darwin & his gf so funny lo, wore rain coats tt's made of plastic bags, can't help laughin coz e rain stopped immediately after they wore, & they looked kinda weird.. LoL - look here:

Cycled a full dist of at least 14km (7km to + 7km back) but wasn't tired miraclously lol. Dear was so dangerous cyclist lo nearly fell down twice.. 1st was nearly crashed into a brush, 2nd was durin turin hit a pole -_- Luckily she jumped bike lol. Reli hope we get to go out more lik tis in future :) ok back to eatin my magi mee

JL Wedding dinner

2008-12-14T01:13:00.005+08:00

last nite was at my "long time no see" friend Jia lun's wedding dinner at Raffles hotel. Wa, so long no see, jus c is married liao lol. E ambvience of e ballroom was nice, not to mention its food was super lamey small portions... & e name of e last dish was 百年好和... Guess wad it is..? ............................................................ 3 .................................. 2 ............................ 1.................... TIME's Up! It's desert lol! & worse still (although name soo nice) It's Qing Teng -_-! Lmao.

& saw quite a number of chio bus at e dinner. Not to say they're very pretty but i realised e beauty of night gowns. Reli can bring out e woman in a woman. Hope to c my dear in one soon~ Esp a blue one ^_^ Nx time mus wear hoorrr LoL. Den when e groom Jia Lun came to our table to photo shoot, we purposely mixed a "red wine + white wine + beer" full cup to kuang him LoL (too bad we couldn locate e vinegar)! He onli maanaged to finish half though lol. Here's e pic~

Very nice man, hope to attend another weddin dinner soon~ sooo classy

funny "Diao Yu" incident

2008-12-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

Was at NP canteen 1 waiting for dear while going to the drink store to buy drink, when tis interestin incident happened.. A middle aged man went to the auntie & they started to chat a bit b4 the man ordered a "diao yu" (fishing) -_- I was lik "?" I tried to hang ard not wantin to make payment in order to find out wad it is. The auntie went to open a big metal pot & scoop up something lik a "tea bag" & placed it into a cup with hot water.. I couldn't see the content too well so after the man received it, I purposely walked by him to take a closer look.. Which he discovered me & I was sooo pai sei lo! That I immediately "poof!" & disappeared. In the end.. still didn't manage to find out.. JUST WTH IS "DIAO YU"....................

Happy Night (:

2008-12-03T00:37:00.002+08:00

Tonight was our 2nd ever night outing with dear dear~! Spent the whole evening racky e whole hill of fort canning park & also Central to source out a gd route for us to enjoy for e evenin. Den today... super suay!! It rained! So couldn't go Fort Canning Park... & what's worse.. we were supposingly headin to take 174 when 2 of them ran passed us........ we waited 17 damn long mins for the nx 1.. Plus! Worse still, we missed our stop & landed in china town -_-||| Had to take back. Wasted 2 hrs on e travel trip! Haiz. & it was rainin quite heavily.

When we finally settled down at Ramen Sonato inside Central, we took a super long time to decide on our food lol. Ended up we ate wad we nvr ate b4 - Dear ate Soyu Ramen, & me ate Ikura Salmon Don~ LoL. & I was prepared to spit all e ikuras out! But nvr did i imagined tt e ikura was so tasty! Reli is 1 of a kind lo! & Dear's Soyu Ramen was also super tasty! Reli was very quality e food, got skill man..

We finished eatin & went shoppin~ Nvr done nite shoppin tgt b4.. LoL. It was fun. Looked at all e clothes, earrings, stuff toys, aroma stuffs, & even kimonos! LoL. Thnks dear it was fun. Reli feel lik buyin those pretty clothes to package u up nice nice (:

Went to Clarke Quay nx, so funny lo, dear wanted to drink alcohol so we went 7-11. While choosin & arguin on which to buy, somethin hilarious happened.. An angmo came up & said: "Ya! New brand nice!" Which was wad i told dear to try. Den he recommended: "Try this! Lemon! Breezer gd~" in a very slang tone lol, so funny lo. We decided to take up his recommendation. While payin, he came up & paid as well.. wif 6 beers! Wa.. & he told us he's goin back to his hotel to drink 10! LoL.. Very fun & gao siao encounter~

Explored ard Clarke & took some pics~ & videos orhhh~ Returned to Tiong & we stayed at bus stop for quite sometime to try & take a kissy photo. Ended up.. LoL so hard man. Reli was a fun-filled night, thnks to a certain special someone to me (: wifout her, things wouldn hv been e same.. Thnks dear!

& while ridin 147 hm.. Got tis couple sittin in front of me sooo DOTS lo! They were so sticky to each other lo! E guy was basically squeezin e gal in his arms while his hands were rubbin her shoulders constantly. I dunno where to put my eyes lo! -_-||| & worse still, after a while, they started kissin! Wif e "muack muack" sound somemore! Wah lao! Luckily i was too tired so i heck care them & fell asleep (which landed me 2 stops late fr hm...)

funny incident

2008-12-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

wa jus now at my hse coffee shop there, i saw this indian couple so zhuo zhuo lo! The guy purposely went up to the western food auntie & ask her if she accepts credit card (while tappin the credit card on the deck showin off). Then when the auntie said dun hv, he kept saying he wants 50 chicken wings & 10 chicken burgers.......... reli is DOTS lo. The auntie jus smiled, then they walked off proudly. If I were them, I would hv dug a hole & jumped into it -_- so embarrassing lo! LoL

2 gd movies

2008-12-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

Reli is super nice~ Recently watched 2 gd movies in a row. 1st is "Racing Stripes" damn gd the concept. If u think a Zebra can't race, den think again. Is a Zebra a white horse with black stripes, or black horse with white stripes? Trust me, watch the movie - u'll enjoy it & at the same time, learn something fr it jus as i did. The 2nd gd movie is an animation: "The girl who leaps through time" Very gd concept as well - "time waits for no one" Very true, so live ur life wif no regrets. Too many ppl r takin their lives for granted. Very interesting & mind-exploring animation. Two thumbs up!

CM Ktv night!

2008-11-23T03:39:00.002+08:00

Tonight was kinda fun when I hanged out with my CM mates once again after such a long period of time. As usual, they were ever so ongoing positive working adults that tend to crap a lot. Realised a lot of new things by meeting them up. Sang ktv at Chinatown~ Nicey~! Had porridge as supper until 3am in the morning.. Damn tired...

To Pancake

2008-11-20T00:58:00.003+08:00

today was damn happy to be able to go out wif u. Was happy tt 1st time i set alarm clock, could finish everything (our food mostly) before the alarm rang. & ya lo! YOU finished most of our food! WAH WAH... My gf is slowly becoming a FAT PIGGY! One moment I turn my head.. the other moment it's gone! (inside ur stomache alr..) Must cut down cut down! LoL

Alone in office

2008-11-16T01:19:00.004+08:00

Wah today stayed at office until super late. Had to switch all the lights by myself.. Suddenly the phase "office有鬼" came inside my mind. Ya, it wouldn't be so scary if humans dun hv such creative imaginations. I was thinkin what shuld I do if... the printer suddenly starts printin on its own?? if... a shadow suddenly flashes by the far end of the office?? if... the telephones suddenly ring one after another?? Guess im jus too imaginative -_- Went to shut the lights off at the pantry but it was pitch black! Couldn't get out after that.. so I heck care & left it on ^_^ Rushed to the lift & was thinkin.. "what if 'somethin' follows me out of the office & into the lift?!?!" ahha, can prize my creativity liao lol. Lucki I got out of the eerie place asap, but... I later realised that I forgot to take some stuffs.. Had to go back! >.< Was it pure coincidence?? Or ..somethin else..? LoL. I jus flew back & flew off in super fast speed Haha. Wont wan to exp tis again.. scary

proposal at "爱情海"

2008-11-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

Wah today my friend's proposal at the "爱情海" at Marina Square was very touching. Was so worried for him when he sang 陶哲's "爱很简单". His hands were shivering lo (he was too nervous). Luckily nth big went wrng though there were a few keys wrng sometime. He proposed on stage & said those words to his gf. "Please marry me." Haha, me & Clement was like "wasn't it suppose to be 'Will u marryme?'??" LoL. But clever sia - no question = no chance for a "no" LoL. & obviously, his gf agreed :) Congras~! Reli wish u happiness & all e best! Dun too fast hv grandchildren hor! Ahah~

love is beautiful

2008-11-10T03:15:00.001+08:00

Jane & Mike were a loving couple.
But as fate had it, Jane was diagnosed with heart problems.
The doctor said she only had 1 month to live.
Jane was at her lowest point of her life when she really needed Mike.
However, Mike left her at this moment & went overseas.
He had left her when she most needed him.
Jane deeply regretted for loving someone who would choose to leave her
after knowing her condition, & she had given up on life.
However, miracleously, she survived her low success rate operation.
& she promised that she would live life to the fullest from then on.

Half a year later...
She was out with her friends on a shopping spree,
when one of her friends suddenly mentioned about Mike.
Already gotten over him, Jane just gave a smile,
when she suddenly noticed Mike's mom at a distance.
Thinking that it was fate to meet just when the topic came,
Jane approached Mike's mom to greet her.
Seeing Jane, Mike's mom smiled sadly...
Jane noticed it & tried to console her,
"It's ok Aunty, I've already gotten over it."
However, Mike's mom continued to be saddened & eventually cried..
Shocked, Jane took her shoulders, & slowly brought her to a nearby seat.
After hearing what Mike's mom had to say, Jane too, was brought to tears..
She could not control it but just kept crying & crying,
even her friends couldn't bear seeing her like that..

Half a year ago, Mike did left Jane.
But, he only left her because he had no other choice.
The only way to keep her away from sorrow,
was to hide the truth from her, because she would never have agreed to it..
Yes, Jane recovered because someone donated a heart to save her..
Someone non other than Mike...

Jane deeply regretted for not trusting her loved one until his very end,
which should have been her's.
He had bore her every worries, every sorrow,
in exchange for her hatred towards him, so that she could move on,
without living in regret that she had her life from his's.

True love is self-sacrifice, & is always ever so beautiful.
Truly ask yourself, if the day were to come,
would you give up your own life to save your loved one?
Or would you hesitate?

I wan

2008-11-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

I wanna playyyy. I wanna relaxxx. I wanna go shoppinggg. I wan my time capsuleee. I wan my beach sessionnn. I wan ice skatinggg. Esp with u noe whooo. I wannnnn...... haizzz

To put down

2008-11-06T21:46:00.001+08:00

There were 2 monks - a young monk & an old man,
traveling through a forest.
Eventually they ran into a swallow river which
they had to wet their lower half of their bodies
to get across.

While they were preparing to cross,
a fair maiden in loose-fitting clothings came by
to cross the river as well.
Being a gentleman,
the old monk offered to carry her across so that
she would not wet herself.
After crossing the river,
he put her down & they continued on their journey.

3 days had passed but every night before his sleep,
the young monk would think of the old monk's act
with the maiden.
He thought:

"Isn't it against the rules to have bodily contact
with a woman, & especially someone so sexy?"

"Why did he do it?"

"Have he committed lust?"

These thoughts went on every night & drained the
young monk of his rest.
So at long last after 3 days,
he went to ask the old monk about the matter.
Suprisingly, the old monk replied something that
the young monk never expected.
Guess what did he say?

"3 days ago, I've already put her down, why haven't you?"

小世界

2008-11-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

世界可以那么大
同时也能那么小
多亏有你
让我瞄小的世界
成为如此的阔大
谢谢你

Movie with raed!

2008-11-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

I really really enjoyed the movie we had~ It was like centuries last time we watched tgt. So happy~ Sometimes I reli wonder, what makes the content of a movie so enjoyable? Now I realise.. it's the person u're watching with :) I want to share every single movie with u out there. I wanna sit in every cinema with u. I want to be with u 3< :D

Coffee Bean Story

2008-11-01T21:01:00.001+08:00

Live your life as a coffee bean would by Geoff Tan.

And there was this story that was told to him by a collegaue:

"It was about a young woman who went to her mother and told her how hard her life was and that she wasn't sure if she was going to make it through. She was tired of struggling and was on the verge of giving up.

Her mother took her to the kitchen,
filled three pots with water
and placed each on a high flame.

She then placed carrots into the first,
eggs into the second
and ground coffee beans in the third.

After twenty minutes of silence
and just watching the contents boil,
she turned off the burners.

She fished the carrots and eggs out and placed them into separate bowls.
She then ladled the coffee into a large mug.

The mother handed the first bowl to her daughter
and asked her to feel the carrots.
She did and noted they were soft.

The mother then asked her daughter to take an egg and break it.
She did and, after peeling off the shell,
handed her mother a hard-boiled egg.

Finally, the mother then asked her to sip the coffee.
The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich flavour and then asked:
"What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects
had undergone the same "trial" -
being boiled in water.

Each reacted differently.
The carrot went in strong, hard and relenting,
but came out softened and weak.

The fragile egg, with its liquid interior,
became hardened after the ordeal.

The ground coffee beans, however, were unique.
After they were steeped in the boiling water,
they started to change the consistency of the liquid.

She then went on to ask her daughter:
"When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond?
Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

You may want to ponder these questions:
Am I the carrot that seems strong,
but who, with pain and affliction,
wilts, becomes soft and loses my strength?

Or am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart and a fluid spirit,
but after a death, break-up or a financial crisis,
becomes somewhat hardened?

Or am I like the coffee bean?
The bean that actually changes the boiling water,
the very circumstances that bring it pain.
It releases its fragrant aroma and flavour
within those adverse conditions.

If you are like the bean, then when things are at their worst,
you get better and change the situation around you.
When the hour is at its darkest,
you elevate yourself positively to a whole new level."

So to quote Geoff Tan, 'Go forth and live life like a coffee bean!'

Fetching raed

2008-10-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

After a long day's wrk, reached hm & saw puffy. & guess wad he did..... ............................ YA! He bit me! *Knock his head knock his head* Dun wanna friend him le @.@ Nx time he wanna come inside my room sleep I'll kick him out =P & wah today went to fetch raed fr Marina Barrage, so hard to find tt place. So alien Marina Bay has become, all construction sites everywhere. The air was dusty & one reli needs to cover his eyes when walkin against the wind LoL. There was a lot of Bangalas there, either walkin to their sites fr buyin dinner or waitin to go hm. I waited at the dusty bus stop there wif them, & weird enough... 2 Bus"402" came but no Bus"400" (my bus) came! Even after half an hr! I gave up & started to walk in, since it's onli ard 6 bus stops. & the sad thing was.. the BLOODY BUS came rite after I left! Feel lik bustin its tires @.@ Luckily I didn't walk too far in when raed told me tt she got free ride out! Was worried she might be lonely to take bus out alone at 1st.. haha.. So I rushed bk to MRT station. Waited for her at raffles place MRT. Funny thing was, she also waited for me there & we were both at oppo ends! Alamak la. Send her hm :) So long nvr nite time send her hm le, reminds me of our gd old days when I fetch her hm fr sakae (: I love fetchin her, gives me a sense of achievement. Will try to fetch her as much as possible in future (:

Quiz again!

2008-10-23T21:09:00.004+08:00

1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is? The mischievous Pancake la!
2. Your relationship with him/her? my naughty little dear dear la
3. Your five impression of him/her? mischievous, cute, cheeky, hyper-active, lovely
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? Haha, she accepted my flower on our 1st outing
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? When she 1st time called me "Darling" ~!
6. If he/she become your lover, you will? Haha~ she alr is =P
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? No need to improve, she is the best!
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will? Capture & torture this enemy! Heh heh (squeeze her head like puffy)
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? Can't think of one...
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? To provide a gd life for her
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? Love her! 3<
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? I just hope that they don't feel that I'm gay..
13. The characters you love of yourself are? Adventurous~
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are? Arrogance
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? Of course is... Pan Hui! Yeah!
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. THANKS!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Pan Hui
2. Hui Ning
3. Edlyn
4. Aaron
5. Jia Yi
6. Bem
7. Jia Yi
8. Wei Wei
9. Kai En
10. Josephine

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? Bem - in the process of chasing LoL
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Kai En - Female
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Jia Yi & Josephine.. Les!
21. What is no. 2 studying about? Hui Ning - Eh... Baking? LoL
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.9? Just a few nights ago in msn (:
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? Wei Wei - Haha, Gackt -_-|||
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? Pan Hui - yap one younger bro
25. Will you woo no.3? Edlyn - #^@%^%#!&^#!&* (I want her to treat me makan though~!)
26. How abt no.7? Jia Yi - LoL! I'm attached =P
27. Is no.4 Single? Aaron - nope, he's gay
28. What is the surname of no.5? Jia Yi - ehhh.... Jia? LoL
29. What’s the hobby of no.10? Josephine - Yoga ba
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? Jia yi & Kai En - Of course~
31. Where is no.2 studying at? Hui Ning - TP
32. Talk something casually about no. 1. Pan Hui - LoL, cheeky little beauty!~ Xiao Huai Dan!
33. Where does no.9 live at? Kai En - Ehh.. Paya Lebar
34. What colour does no. 4 like? Aaron - Pink & purple! (cos he's gay!)
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend? Jia Yi & Pan Hui - Haha, they only met once
36. Does no.1 have any pets? Pan Hui - Haha, her mom'll kill her
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Jia Yi - *Faint*
38. What is no. 6 doing now? Bem - chasing his girl!

Direction

2008-10-23T20:51:00.006+08:00

Every life has a direction, & every direction has a meaning.. I've seen soo many diff lives, diff perspectives, diff objectives now through my job that sometimes it makes me wonder - who am I to question them? This past month has been most fruitful & meaningful to me, because I have really tried the thing that everyone should but least want to - step out of one's comfort zone, esp into ur most uncomfortable. Doubtlessly, there are sure to be many hard obstacles in the path. & true enough, there has been many setbacks, negativities & stuffs. I'm just glad that the ppl that are close to me are keeping me going, sharing me their concerns, care, & their warmth when I'm cold (esp my dear). Thnks! (:

I wanna relax...

2008-10-19T08:59:00.004+08:00

Finally, 1 day of rest. Been sleeping only 6hrs everyday since 4 days ago. Half dead... LoL. & still got 2 animation projects (which is not mine..) must do! Thnks to superb Eds & Pearliz -_- I'm not god u noe! I wanna slackkk... At least half a day a wk. Work too much i'll become a work holic. I wanna relax relax relax. I'm totally lik writin wad I can't do over here.. LoL

K for Kelis

2008-10-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own. Use the
1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to
be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up. Try to use different
answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.

You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have fun with it!

i am using K for KELIS.
as what Pan Hui know me as.

1. Four letter word
- KAPO

2. Boy name
- Kelvin, Keith, Kenny, Ken, Kenneth.

3. Girl name
- Kelisa, Kelly, Karen, Katrina, Katrine, Kate.

4. Occupation
- King Kong

5. Colour
- Kinky red

6. Something you wear
- Keychain

7. Beverage
- Kopi

8. Food
- Kidney

9. Place
- Kallang

10. Something found in bathroom
- Kinky underwear! LoL

11. Reason for being late
- Keep jamming lo the bus!

12. Something you shout
- KNN!! @.@

13. Font
- Kartika

14. TV show
- Kanon? (anime though lol)

15. Song Title
- Kick the can? (ddr song)

Now pass this braincracking quiz to 5
people.

- anyone who reads

Finally to update

2008-10-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

wah so long nvr update blog liao. Recently is sooooooooooo busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy DAMN busy HAIZ. Wrk & wrk & wrk & wrk. Can't tell which day is which liao. Now leisure is lik a bonus, a gift, no longer a choice lik last time. & worse still.. my dear pancake is sold out liao T^T meanin she's not wrkin here wif me anymore.. coz sch reopen.. wont get to c her as often anymore T^T & she is joinin hip hop (OMG OMG OMG OOOOOMG!) LOL!! So dun suit her image. Everytime is lik cute cute jump here jump there de now suddenly go hip hop! (can't reli imagine) But I'll give her my best supports! & even though we wont hv much quality time tgt in future, I hope she'll get to be happy happy happy as always even wifout me~ :)

How Rare Is Your Personality?

2008-09-29T01:26:00.001+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Endless cycle

2008-09-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

Half dead fr all e endless days of fixin appt, meetin prospects, goin thru reports.. So tirin.. For normal office hr jobs, at least u get wk ends off & also u're off after 5-6pm, but 4 us.. we wrk mornin, afternoon, evenin & nite.. Non-stop! Plus wkends somemore -_- Reli need some breaks every now & den, so stress.. Other den tis recently reli is repeat everythin over & over again. Luckily got my dear there to support me, not as sian. Learnt a lot of new things in investments & products, not to mention communication skills. I wanna keep improvin everyday, gettin better & better. I don't wanna c myself as a negative attraction, but instead I wanna impact ppl's lives. Fr e wrk I do, mayb? But not all ppl r open, hv been encounterin ppl cuppin my phone, & worse still - flyin BIG aeroplanes on me.. Haiz, veri demoralizin.. But tt's y i put my pic as "xiao qiang" ma - "da ye da bu si de" LoL~ ok time to zzz le, if nt tmr'll b half dead fr sleeplessness again..

quiz

2008-09-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (50%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive.
Orderliness (40%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion (53%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.

Take Free Global Personality Test
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You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's" Your Inner Gender?

You Are 52% Feminine, 48% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

Recent bu-sy-ness

2008-09-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

Recently super busy, been goin appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts appts ENDLESSLY. Becomin an appt freak! -_- Everyday need to do daily reportin which is more or less lik a formal blog that i dun even hv time to blog here anymore so sian... But here better coz can complain :) whaha. Today finally decided to postphone my CM course 2nd half, and a few days ago my trading course. Reli is gotta chiong liao, it's do or die! Or do & die lol whichever way (die due to tiredness). Last wk almost everyday wrk 12hrs a day for continuous 7 days! Even superman will qiao qiao lo (fell sick a few days ago now ok liao). Ok my b day comin soon, hope everythin will start to trend up now tat i've prioritized my wrk & focus on my direction step by step. & reli hope by e end of 3 months i can finally reach my 1st short term goal~ wish me luck!

The Five Love Languages

2008-09-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

The Five Love Languages
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Dr. Chapman's love languages are: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch.This quiz might help you work out which is your love language!

The QuizFor each pair of statements, choose the one that fits you best. For an accurate result, you should choose one from each pair. If you are not currently in a relationship, try to imagine what you would like from a potential partner or partners.

RESULTS

The Five Love Languages
Your primary love language is probablyPhysical Touchwith a secondary love language beingActs of Service.
Complete set of results

Physical Touch: 12

Acts of Service: 6

Quality Time: 6

Receiving Gifts: 3

Words of Affirmation: 3

Haha, nice quiz~

CM assessment & Life chn

2008-09-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

tonight's test was heaven for bacarrat & hell for roulette. I reli sux in my roulette xia. & b4 tt we were practicin lik mad lo. Jos even lucki worse, she very zai at 1st, den all e chickens fly in when nearin her turn LoL. But reli sia, my roulette got 5 mistakes lo, sian sian sian... mus practice lik siao til nov b4 e final exam comes! (bi kuan xiu lian) & ya today was my 1st day of callin for appointment fixings, super jia lat also.. i drifted away fr my objective & 50% of my frends whom i called chit chated away wif me.. LoL. Of coz chin siong noticed den he commented on it la xD Guess i mus learn to b more efficient to get things done haha, but tt's my style.. chat chit til off topic lol. Wuld reli b glad if i can do financial plannin for my close frends, at e same time i also dun lik myself being too formal, makes me kinda lik a salesman & very fake, which im not. All in all, i need to prioritize a lot of things fr now on, & my schedule is so packed.. Life is gonna major chn again, whether for e better or worse. E fatal part is i've no time to say i cant adapt to it LoL. Do or die, jus lik my test tonight. Gd luck kelis, & onwards to e future! (hope it's heaven..)

My Covocation Ceremony

2008-09-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

tis post is bout my covocation tt was held on 3rd sept at suntec convention center ballrooms. At 1st i wasn too into it (& im not quite also now lol) but reli admired e clothes. Look so lik "harry potter" lo LoL. E whole event reminds me of harry potter's graduation in e 1st movie, & we were also divided by color similarly. E seniors & e higher status ppl all wore lik wizards lmao. Our principle looked lik a high wizard wif his big robe & hat haha. E event was quite inspirin, not to mention e food~ Yum Yum~ But e photo takin wasn allowed & arranged photo shots were sold at $80 per pic! Daylight robbery man -_- E worst part was e cert collection part, i was quite early to collect on stage, so it took VERY long for all e faculties to collect finish. Half way thru, i slept alseep XD lol (sry those tt were on stage, didn mean any disrespect but i was reli tired out e day b4) & while my parents (esp my mom) kept wantin to tk pic after tt wif me & my hat on.. eee i look so weird in my hat lo! xD Hope nobody gets to c my those pics.. very ugly! xD

双喜临门

2008-09-08T19:13:00.003+08:00

i'm sooo happy today~ & last nite~ coz not onli did dear gotten approval to start wrk fr her mom (after ten years of long battle)~ I also gotten my long-awaited license today! Yeah~! 双喜临门! *sooo happy~* B4 tis i was at my lowest alr lo, gettin rejections fr her mom, resultin in more negativity durin TM & also my FFs.. Made me so lose my confidence.. Plus e CM jo & my bro's incident.. Lucki it all came bk gd, guess life is lik an investment, when e chart line goes down, it'll come bk up after sometime :) Reli happy, gotten over all stuffs & wad's lyin ahead is my CM bacarrat & roulette assessment! Plus my startin of my proper wrk now tt i've gotten my lincese~ (but a bit anxious though lol) Was reli kinda lost previously doin endless & aimless TM, PA plus trainin, reli cant c my destination end.. Very demoralizin... Now today so happy~! Yeah yeah~ Finally i can move forward le. My G.R.O.W. is finally in advancement (= V!

5 happiness

2008-09-06T12:48:00.002+08:00

5 sources of happiness:
1- pan hui
2- puffy
3- slack
4- food
5- success

5 events that have brought happiness to ur life:
1- my 1st date~
2- dear 1st came fetch me~
3- our very 1st month anniversary~
4- my 1st outing with puffy~
5- my visit to eat express teppan~

5 strengths u think is needed to achieve happiness:
1- a sincere heart
2- a kind soul
3- decent goals
4- never giving up
5- being able to balance sadness

5 weaknesses u think are hinders to achieving happiness:
1- jealousy
2- greed
3- selfishness
4- a wicked mind
5- a clouded mind

5 people u would like to see achieving happiness:
1- pan hui
2- puffy
3- my family
4- my close friends
5- anyone who has a sad past

5 people u would like to tag:
anyone who has read this.. u've just been tagged! haha

From negative to positive

2008-09-06T00:07:00.006+08:00

ytr (4th sept 08) was 1 of e worst day of my recent life.. nt onli did i got all negative remarks fr my 2 ffs, i also felt peer pressure fr my own bro & jo.. perhaps becoz of my negativity consolidated fr 3rd sept.. den it dragged til today (5th sept) which resulted in many of my rejections in mornin TM. Luckily for me, things took a turn for e better. I was b4hand almost at e edge of mental collapse, fortunately e world isn't as bad as i thought it was. Tis sayin is very true: positive self attracts positive life, & vice versa. But it is also true tt my positivity cant b generated on my own, mayb coz im nt strong enough. But fr accumulated positivity fr others - alex's positive feed backs, sky's refeed back on ytr super jia let's ff, & my 1st TM appointment fixed~ I was gettin more & more on track :) Den things proven to b even better after i went CM practice jus now, i felt lik myself once again - no weird feelins, no awkwardness. Now e onli thing to happen in order to conclude everythin as happy is, for dear to clear her mom's issue :) If tt is settled, life can finally b as positive as i wuld hv always wanted it to b (=

100 truths! Or lies?

2008-09-04T01:34:00.005+08:00

ARE YOU:
►Perfect: nothin is perfect
►Tall: nope
►In your pajamas: dun wear pajamas
►Left handed: nope

LAST:
►Friend you saw: josephine
►Talked to on the phone: pan hui's mom
►Person to text you: pan hui
►Is today better than yesterday: cant c e diff..

FAVORITE:
►Number: 7
►Color: black
►Food: express teppan
►Place: somewhere where i can be myself

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?► wake up
Q: Do you have anything bothering you► yes
Q: Where is the last place you went?► turf city icg
Q: Do you smile a lot?► sometimes
Q: Do you wish upon stars?► last time, now no
Q: Are you a friendly person?► tt's nt up to me to decide
Q: Where did you sleep last night?►my bedroom
Q: Why did you sleep there?► -_-
Q: When was the last time you cried?► long ago
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?► worryin bout e stuffs i hv to accomplish tmr
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?► 3, coz of certain things..
Q: What do you hear right now?► a song by Rchord (no. 23) on pan hui's blog
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?► yes
Q: What's your favorite month?► dec, coz got my favorite xmas, & feb as well coz got v day~

EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?► *nods*
Are you single?► nope
Are you tired?► ya, due to many sleepless nights
Are your parents still married?► yes

BASICS:
►Real name? Kelis Tham Chaofeng
►Age? 18!
►Eye color? dark brown
►Male or female? male
►Single? nope
►Crushing? nope
►Smart? haha
►Hair color? black
►Sweats or Jeans? none
►Phone or Camera? camera phone
►Health freak? not at all
►Righty or lefty? Righty
►SMOKE or Drink? smoke no, drink last time yes

FIRSTS:
►First best friend? wei shen ba
►First award? hm... cleaniness award in pri? lol
►First enemy? xiao qiang
►First pet? puffy~!

CURRENTLY:
►Eating? air
►Drinking? hot tea wif milk
►Listening to? pan hui's blog music
►Plans for tomorrow? go intense roulette practice tmr after wrk
►Waiting for? my license to come, & successfully attend e course i wan

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? eye lips
►shorter or taller? shorter
►Romantic or spontaneous? either
►Sensitive or loud? either
►Hook-up or in a relationship? in a relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? yes
►Lost glasses/contacts? nope
►Ran away from home? once when i was little
►Broken someone's heart? yes..
►Been arrested? ya, last time when trespassin my sec sch lol

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? yes
►Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? nope, i'm far fr my goals
►Post as 100 truths about me (YOUR TURN! HAHAHAAHA!)

At lost but cant be

2008-09-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Im at lost, im being affected so much, even though im trying to hide it. My FF wif Eileen was a disaster, & my bacarrat dealin jus now was as well.. I realised tt e more i try to act tough, e more mistakes i tend to make, & nt to mention my verbal usage also. I was tryin so hard to joke & stay "normal", dunno whether any1 noticed i was actually actin quite awkward jus now. But i bet no1 reli gives a damn la, haha.. (im startin to think negative..) Jus now durin e TM also, i easily get demoralized when simple rejections start comin in.. I dunno.. i need to b firm rite now but i hv to admit tt deep within, im affected. How can i phase it? I dun understand it myself.. I'm startin to b quite negative towards myself, my career, my course, my CM friendships, & everythin else. I need to buck up man. Kelis, u're a MAN hellooo

Day of night outing

2008-09-01T02:11:00.009+08:00

Today (ytr coz now 2:24am le) learnt a very imprt lesson - y do ppl always tend to see e negative side of ppl, but not e positive side? It's way better to trust a person den to doubt, but y do doubts always come into a person's mind 1st? For eg, a guy sees another guy coverin up his own mistakes, & reli cant stand his way of irresponsiblity in not admittin tt mistake. But if u look fr another angle, y cant u project it tis way (e better way to both u & him) - He is seriously tryin his best to nt repeat tt mistake, which is y coverin it up is another way of ensurin his idea of nt commitin tt same mistake again. U see? It can b sooo negative in e 1st perception, but jus a simple injection of trust & faith in a person can chn a LOT of things. Reality isn't as ugly as ppl assume it to be. Although i understand tis concept, I cant help myself fr fallin into e trap every now & den. Must adjust my perception more. Reality can only b as cruel as u wan it to b.

Back to e leisure topics, today (ytr) went to a club near changi village recommended by Mr Ang to play bowlin~ So fun (= I fr so many long kangs chn to some Strikes & many Spares. Yeah yeah~ Josephine kept long kanging, til we told her e logic of "feel". Feel e ball, feel e roll, it'll decide where ur ball'll go. & she caught it! Only a few times though lol (e rest still long kang morathon lmao). Winston was power lo, & also Mr Ang. Winston's ball was lik MRT lik tt, got e echoin rollin & vibratin sound -_- Very power (confirm played a lot last time lo). Den Mr Ang no need to c alr, more pro, can c his exp in e sport. My bro also veri funny lo, his ball rollin method still got hand signs de, showin 4 fingers straight out on his back hand which looked sooo weird -_- LoL (but he did managed to get quite a lot of pts wif tt "pose" though..)

After tt went to Geylang to makan, Winston & Xiao Qing & Mr Ang ate "tian ji" (frog).. eeee. I dun dare to try although it smelled nice. Den on e discussion we tok bout how we came about, y r u in tis world, rite here rite now & nt somewhere else? I personally believe tt there is no coincidence in tis world, everythin has a purpose, & it is onli natural tt all these purposes result in e natural order of things, which most ppl believe is decided by fate. While, all i can say is, nth can go out of e cycle, u can onli follow ur fate, but wat u can chn is ur destiny. I once heard a very meaningful quote tt goes lik tis: "U make decisions, but in turn, e decisions make u." In life u make decisions everyday, & these decisions will end up makin e you tmr. Now, an evil decision'll make u evil tmr, while many decisions for gd deeds will make u of gd faith overtime. It's a matter of ur choice, u choose to b who u wan to be. Also mentioned e topic of e planets wif my bro & josephine jus now on car. E whole universe is so mysterious & wonderful. Men can nvr learn enough to master everything. When u look up into e clear sky, there r so many stars & so many planets but yet there might b more. We r onli of tis planet, yet beyond e sky we can c so much.. E world can indeed b wonderfully mysterious sometimes.. (= ok la End of topic~ time to go sleep~! need to wake up early tmr to go go my gown collection :)

Tired Week & Tired Day

2008-08-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

God save meee.. so tirin tis whole wk so dAmn busy dun even hv time to breathe. Anyways ytr's (coz now after 12) evenin went IPPT & so jia lat lo - found out my physical drop lik hell. But there was a miracle to it - i passed my worst station "2.4km run" by 2secs! LoL! If i were ltr by 2secs all hell wuld hv break loose.. & rite after tt went CM to practice for upcomin assessments, chio-ed by Josephine. In e end becoz of stupid IPPT started late, i was late & so pai sei lo. Josephine had to wait half an hr alone lik tt, so i ran lik mad even after a tirin 2.4km run, & wow reli tired lik hell. When we reached CM bond was there & when i went to request roulette ball fr him, he relied so lame... "U wan my 'balls' for wad?" -_- DOTS. LoL. Den we entered into a "hot" conversation wif him on his dunno wad workout tt's supposed to help u tighten ur muscles but not make them bigger. Den it started to get all x-rated & out of hand when Bond mentioned bout e tight butt thingy & I was shocked tt he suggests tt men shuld wrk out their butts to become sexier..! & Josephine agreed! (Faint) After tis sharin session, i promised myself tt i'll start workin out my butt to make it tighter den always! *Determined* @.@

2008-08-24T21:54:00.007+08:00

Here's our fireworks fest outing! ~ yeah yeah ~ so fun ~ So fun lo i took e video sideways wifout realisin -_- (pls adjust ur head sideways to view e clip) Guess im jus tooo clever =p (& sry for e short clip, e long ones jus cant b uploaded dunno y..) Dear was by my side & our hands were so tired lo hv ta rise so high for so long. Aaron, edlyn, eng heng, ivy, jia yi, hui ning & her frends were also stonin their hands LOL. It was a veri fun event~ Too bad me & dear had to leave early due to her curfew. So crowded when we tried to go bk amk by mrt, & we nearly got lost wif all e underground & traffic complications! Haha..

We had HK cafe dinner b4 tt when aaron intro us to his "bian tai" sissor paper stone game on psp LoL. So pai sei wanna play but still mus b careful nt to let public c LoL. Den we kept sayin lik "WAH WAH" when e gal in e game had to ... u noe LOL. Dear was full of swt on her head LoL! When we finished & were rushin off for firewrks, aaron went to pay e bill 1st & in e end realised tt it wasn our bill -_- LoL. Being honest, I acc him to e cashier to declare, which afterwards i found tt our actions were soo stupid! Coz, e mistaken bill was $36++, when our real bill came out.. it was $70++!! Twice e amount! So much for being honest -_- LoL. But ya la, we ARE DECENT & HONEST PPL KAY. LoL

Reli Hope ta see e firewrks nx yrs again~! So nice! (=

Touching stories

2008-08-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

一对情侣正以时速100行驶在摩托车上...

女：慢点，我害怕。
男：好吧...不过你先说你爱我...
女：我爱你...慢下来！
男：你再给我一个大拥抱。
女孩抱住他...
男：你可以将我的头盔摘下，然后戴在你头吗？它让我觉得很烦

隔天报纸：一辆摩托车因刹车失灵撞进一栋大厦。两人中只有一位侥幸存活。
其实，男孩在行驶时已经发觉他的刹车失灵了，但是他不希望女孩担心。于是，他要求女孩说我爱你和给他最后的拥抱，还叫她戴着自己的头盔，尽管他知道这样他会死。

Touchin story... *sob sob* love can b very 伟大, tt's y one mus learn to treasure those dearest to him/her. Here's another story:

(I heard tis story fr Josephine last nite on my bro's car, she told me bout tis incident durin e "si chuan" earthquake in China tt was used on many charity occasions. Tis story also appeared on Channel U's Guo Liang's show.)

A mother & a daughter were caught in e collapse of a buildin, both were trapped underneath. The mother used her own body as a shield to cover her daughter under her, while tons of concrete was weighted onto her back. Upon her last moments, she wrote on a letter by her unconscious daughter sayin these words: "Daughter, continue to live on.. Mom will forever be by ur side protecting you always.." When e rescuers got to them, they were surprised to find e hardened body of e mother, still in e position of shieldin her daughter even after her death. They saluted her.

Chen yi fong on e show told tis story til she cried. A mother's love can be ever so 伟大.. I salute her as well.

Changi village & recent complains

2008-08-24T17:29:00.006+08:00

After CM class ytr, went Changi Village wif josephine, hui wen, bro, winston, xiao qing & alvin, chat chit plus ate roti john yum yum. Den they kept sayin tt i gtg soon... cos i need to start wrk! They said im "she-male" la! @^$^!#^*($@*&#! f***! LoL. Den we settled elsewhere wif a big TV to watch liverpool match. E ppl were lik "WOOAAHHH!!" suddenly, wah lau scared e shit out of me. Den i thought their "rambutan freeze" was kinda special so i ordered. Again, lots of comments came in - "Wah u drink rambutan freeze ltr go eat rambutan fresh issit?!" fr alvin.. dots LoL. Den e discussion on e gentin trip went out of track liao. Guess we cant go after all due to e sudden chn of CM schedule shit. Coz e supervisory lectures ain't repeated so cannot miss any. Guess mayb we'll jus settle for a fast JB 1day trip ba haiz.. & o ya wanted to go drive into explorin "old changi hospital" de. But 1st - dunno how to go LoL. 2nd - now is hungry ghost fest better b careful.

Reached hm quite late, & slept ard 3am, but miraculaously i woke up 10plus tis mornin! Guess i'm used to wakin up early liao recently (= slacked whole day, long time nvr do tis liao so shiok~ & i reli reli need to start shoppin for my workin pants sia, onli got 1 how to tahan whole wk man. Alamak alamak... & my glasses as well, kept gettin comments tt it's too flashy haha. & also my file(need to seperate) & notebook(too small), so many things to buy so little time.. How i missed my slackin days... T^T & another prob, i didn book for my convocation clothin tryout... cham la.. e letter didn say mus book le.. (or got i didn notice, i too blur liao LoL) Now gotta to settle within e nx few days, which r all full days (wrk + CM class). So damn busy god help mee...

The [11] - [1] Quiz

2008-08-21T00:07:00.004+08:00

[11] People tagged with this quiz.
- Basically ANY1 who has read my blog & seen tis quiz..! =P

[10] Firsts.
First Best Friend: Hm... Puffy? LoL~
First Screen Name: Xiao Qiang (Cockroach)
First Pet: Puffy LoL
First Piercing: My butt =p
First Crush: Primary six
First CD: Micheal learns to rock
First Car: Tamia car
First Love: Pan Hui 3<
First Place called Home: Serangoon

9] Lasts.
Last Beverage: Te Chino Ice
Last Car Ride: My bro's car jus a while ago
Last Movie Seen: The dark knight wif aaron
Last Phone Call: Pan Hui
Last Song You Listened To: 传说 on hp
Last Bubble Bath: My baths no bubbles de le
Last Time You Cried: When i watched "10 promises with my dog" wif dear
Last Thing You Ate: Prata
Last Bad Thing You Did: I dun do bad things (= *2 thumbs up*

[8] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Nope
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Yes, for transpassing last time when i was young lol
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Skinny dipped?! wth is tt...
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: Nope
Have You Ever Cheated: Yes, when gamblin durin CM lessons LoL
Have You Ever Been In Love: (:
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: Car no, bicycle yes
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: Yes, broke my arm back in Pri 5

[7] Things You Are Wearing.
1. nth
2. nth
3. nth
4. nth
5. nth
6. G-string
(KIDDING! LOL)

[6] Things You've Done Today.
1. external training
2. send dear hm~
3. attended CM class
4. lose til lik hell when playin BJ
5. ate yummy meat prata~
6. bloggin

[5] Favourite Things.
1. slackin
2. seein dear~
3. eatin express teppen~
4. squeezin puffy's head
5. squeezin dear's head

[4] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. Pan Hui
2. Aaron
3. Bem

[3] Choices.
1. Black Or White: black
2. Hot Or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: chocolate

[2] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Live? LoL
2. Spend $$ lik it's free flow in a buffet~

[1] Thing You Regret.
1. many things, but i lik my life now, so without my regrets i culdn hv gotten to where i m now (=

YEAH! M8 cleared~!

2008-08-20T23:40:00.004+08:00

Wah been so occuppied these few days, Mon had hell of a study day for stupid M8 & also got FF trainin wif Paulyn, quite fruitful (= Den Tues had BFC so early i didn even sleep well due to exam fobia pre-night sleeplessness. Went to prepare & got e exam time wrng lol - 330pm i thought 230pm lol. Lucki for me got more time to last min revise =P Den e exam turned out to b so hellish! Coz non of e mock paper's questions came out (so outdated man!) & many were trick questions! & when i was done, reli had ZERO confidence in passin... It took me a long time b4 i actually dared to press e 'submit' button.. to reveal a........ big........ PASS! Yeah yeah~ I guess i got lucky (= so happy man. Den as a happy man, I went for nite CM class.

E nx day which was today, I headed out early again as usual for external trainin at Fuji Xerox, was kinda borin e whole mornin plus afternoon session, although we did learnt quite a few gd things. Becoz it dragged on overtime, I culdn go fetch dear.. T^T but luckily i still managed to b in time to fetch her fr bus stop to hm. Though it was onli a short journey, it was a bonus to me. I was so HAPPppy when i saw her after such a longggg time. It's lik catchin butterflies in e sky (no link LoL). Went for CM class after tt, & wah lao eh, tonite they (winston & bond) kept namin me 'she-male'! & on top of tt, i got a new nick called 'born loser'! @!#&^@$&^!# Coz i always surrender my bet while playin BJ -_- LoL. Was a fun nite, we even went for meat prata supper, yum yum~ Was on major discussion on chn of Gentin trip due to stupid chn in CM overall schedule. Hope can cater enough time to enjoy everythin coz e nx month for me is gonna b veri shiong as well.... haizzzzzzzzzzzz

Invest Fair Day 2

2008-08-18T02:12:00.005+08:00

today (ytr coz 212am liao) went invest fair again wif josephine. was hopin to learn new things but instead we got hooked up by some weird agent tt kept intro us to some oil & gas investment. It took me super damn long to realise she was either new or she was jus super desperate to close e case. & we ran into Zhao Xiang (my sec classmate), was shocked at 1st tt he was in e financial industry, & he has gotten so tall lo (1 head higher den me -_-), den of coz we went to look for food (lunch) while waitin for my bro to show up. We ended up spendin more time on food huntin den in e fair LoL.

Ended up eatin sakae at marina, den met my ex supervisor for a short period - William there. Very friendly, even chn seats for us to tatami~ yeah yeah~ But actually nt much diff haha. Discussed bout e female issue den realised (nt for e 1st time) tt josephine's "ambitious woman" & "big woman" ideal is extreme Lmao.

Nearly gotten lost on e way back -_- Reached e tok tt we settled out for & after e session josephine signed up as well (= (yeah some1 to acc me le~ haha) But was kinda surprised a gal wuld wanna invest as hardcore as her lol. Ended up my bro's aeroplane was super BIG, so we went hm after tt. Who knew... tt Mr great Winston wuld suddenly invite us to Changi Airport late in e nite for supper. Chit-chated til a while ago den reached hm -.- now den jus bathe finish haha... tired. Need to zzz soon to study hardcore for M8 tmr (: Signin out now~ Byezz

Suffocatin Full Schedule

2008-08-16T22:54:00.007+08:00

haha so long nvr blog liao, been busy lik shit. now i even hv an extra-large organizer to keep me informed of my daily activities so tt i dun end up missin any of them.. & lookin at it makes me reli depressed.. Coz, it's super packed for e nx 2 wks! & e nx wks to cum.. i dun reli wanna look at them man (even more depressed) haha.. Happy thing is - at least dear is joinin part time telemarketin @ my company! which means we can c each other everyday even though she's havin holiday! Last time reli super worried might nt get to c her as often as we do if she nvr wrk or wrk at sakae.. hv ta return to e life last time of onli fetchin her hm every nite :)

Ytr was super sian, & emo.. 1st thing was my hair cut.. & im nt reli used to it la! Dunno y, it seems my mood is greatly affected by my hair lol. 2ndly was my 1st FF session wif lai kwan, veri demoralizin... I nvr knew FF is soo hard de.. Especially e "r***..." part LoL. Reli losin my confidence sia.. Plus after tt i was late at CM due to e FF draggin too long. & when i reached every1 was busy practicin alr.. felt so out of place.. lik no place for me to penetrate.. lol (perhaps im always too sensitive) Den veri sian coz lik im being left out & i missed last wed, felt reli reli no sense of belongin. E worst contribution to tis thought was.. even those i believe closer to me de, includin my bro & Winston, wasn bothered bout me. Feels kinda saddened.. Den after tt even more demoralized when dear discussed wif me some issues.. Haiz.. Though she cheered me up, she sent me bk down to e bottom straight after...

Was slowly able to cheer up, thnks to aaron & today's invest fair. Was reli interestin sia, & reli happy to learn bout e Investment opportunity, finally somethin for me to b excited bout! Yeah yeah~ Hv alr signed up for it :) Tmr returnin to check on it wif josephine & bro, plus goin for a few more talks to widen my knowledge in e field. Reli excited on wad i'll get to learn fr it ^_^ Ok la time to sign off, over write liao lol, wait ppl say i too long-winded. *Poof*

Finally slackin & nicey NDP day~

2008-08-10T01:07:00.004+08:00

Ytr (or rather e day b4 ytr coz now after 12am liao) didn blog coz i was too busy slackin~ YEAH YEAH~ so long nvr slack til so shong liao lik there's no tmr (= Though there was still CEDLI but at least it was super relaxin & not as stressful as e past 4 days. Den today met up wif edlyn, kaien, hui ning, aaron, ivy & jason went eat at "san hu village" at arab st, soo nice~ nt so ex yet veri classy & food veri nice~ (im helpin marketin them?? LoL) But sad we too blur dunno fire wrks start at 805, were still eatin when we saw e tv in e resturant go "Poof! Poof!" - fireworks start liao -_-!! Den we were lik half way thru our dinner SHIT! Although we missed our firewrks, it was quite fun as we walked ard & chit chat. E stupidest part was when we settled in MAC & played lame games. Most lame is e true or dare.... erm.. e contents r toooo "RA-rated" to b included for legal bloggin purposes LoL. Den we went in front of OCBC there & went photo-crazy - took all sorts of lame pics but super fun ^^ Jus hope they dun post e "........." ones on friendster or wad - hey hey, i mean i got a BIG "image" to upkeep le lmao =p Well, had lots of funs~ thnks for everythin guys, hope to catch up again soon~ End of blog, signin out now~ *salute*

4th day (interesting)

2008-08-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

Today was day 4, every1 kept sayin today is e most shiong. However, it wasn le, it was e most interestin & fun instead. There were lots of presentation & memorizin but at least there weren so many lectures tt i obviously HATE most, plus e stuffs tt we learn finally can relate to wad we'll do practically in future. In short, Im a very conceptual person - if i cant get y 1 - 1 = 0, i wont b able to jus memorize it. & today's interestin mayb becoz I find Chin Siong a better "lecturer" compared to e rest. O ya tmr is grp event, dunno wad'll happen, mayb lik last time de who noes. After trainin i went tpy bus stop, & ran into Josephine. Wow, we discussed on "Money not enough", reli so gd meh? I a bit anti spore movie 1 la, though i cant say i totally hate all of them, but most. Den at ICG practiced a bit, & went fetch dear. It was rainin quite heavily when i got there, lucki i got "Kope" Noel's umbrella LoL. Sent dear hm, & asked her to come find me tmr at my wrk place at gate way there, but den she dun even noe where is parkview square... & raffles hospital! & when i say bugis junction, she say dunno as well! Oh my dear god pls save me.........

3rd day

2008-08-06T23:45:00.004+08:00

3rd day. Becomin lik marathon liao. But still ok coz eventually can predict wad is expected liao, so nt as stress & lost. Today was ok, except Zhi Ping's session ended a bit late & eat into my time to travel to CM class, in e end late a bit.. Den practiced black jack whole nite, til jus 48 mins ago reached hm & finally havin my dinner now, so hungry i can eat a cow. Now even recallin e black jack's splittin "asses" (aces) makes me wanna laugh. & o ya remembered Shi Yi over lunch today told us bout e interestin facts bout Parkview Square - E wine pillar on 1st floor in e center of e bar, she said tt a beautiful gal dressed in angel outfit will climb e pillar to get ur wine for ya for a charge of $50 per climb, wow. & e "phoenix-like" statue rite outside e front gate, it's called "her lo" meanin swan tower in chinese, but there's another meanin hidden behind it. TT is "hello" - welcome, coz "her lo" same pronounce as hello lol. Interestin~ Ok la gotta go zzz le if nt tmr will qiao qiao, havin whole day trainin plus CM class at nite again -_- *Poof* (Vanish)

Tiring 2nd day

2008-08-06T00:45:00.004+08:00

Another tirin day but dunno how come im nt tired lol. Trainin started 930 tis mornin till evenin den went straight for CM class. Trainin today so stress, a lot of memorizin & role play, but also quite fun at times lol. Culdn reli absorb liao towards e last hr, mental limit. Den there was our 1st black jack lesson at CM. Also so much theory today, been listenin whole day den CM also mus listen =.= (to bond's gayish voice again..) Luckily CM nt as stress, though Mr Ang they all got stress me over my hair @.@ coz i combed it up neatly & every1 was lik "WAH, who r u?" "U look better" & worse still - "Hey a lot better den ur SHE-MALE le!" Doink............ speechless.......... & Mr Ang & Winston kept singin e converted "she bang~" song into "she-male~" song & said it was meant especially for me -_- Wth. LoL. & o ya gentin trip shuld b settled le, 4,5,6,7 of oct either 3 1/2 days or jus 3 days. But dun think i'll gamblin ba haha, most lookin forward to e theme park & its haunted hse~ yeah (=

1st day of training

2008-08-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Wow 1st day of trainin so tiring.. 930-6pm, somemore i last nite go ktv so late wif winston they all til today so slag, haha. Last nite's room was bigger den last time's, but it wasn as gd. I actually learnt tt a smaller room provides a more "harmonious" environment, coz we're so close together lik a family. Last nite's room was so big & felt as though there was a dist between all of us LoL. & today's trainin was damn borin lecture lecture lecture... til i nearly fell asleep (actually i did lol). Den at e end of it suddenly announce got test! -_- Luckily can copy til lik nobody's business, copy a bit here, copy a bit there LMAO~ Den after tt still OT til 9pm coz Noel had several stuffs for me to do. So hungry jus now nvr eat dinner. Lucki i reach bk hm straight away makan a lot, Wah haha. God pray tt tmr wont b as borin as today's (=

Ghost Show "The Voice"

2008-08-02T01:41:00.004+08:00

Jus finish watching "The Voice". Damn kool xia. Finally 1 korean ghost movie tt is out of e box. Original concept & plot. Nvr hv i seen a ghost show tt intro e protagonist as e ghost itself - amazin~ Plus becoz of tis flow of events, e most imprt ingredient of a ghost show - 'mystery' - is nvr absent. E desire to find out how e story will end up plus who killed her is reli juicy & gd for a applause. Overall i rate 4 stars for a korean standard (= & o ya today was tryin to achieve my old hp's data so tt i can chn to my new hp. But damn xia 2 hrs & i'm onli thru wif e smses.. still got pics & phone numbers - plenty of them! @.@ *dizzy* & o ya went for my hair cut today, & i specially requested "neat" (coz of my job). & after tt i discovered.. wow, reli very "stylishly neat". Even cut flat my front to make a "study-like" look. Kinda lik it (= But when dear saw jus now she went "WAH"... LoL! & when aaron saw.. he went "OMG!" & he said i look so gay! -_- Den when Bem came he didn comment til i asked him if i looked gay, he said "YA." .................... Wad e hell, & aaron said plus my purple new hp, i reli can join gay club le... NOOooooooooooo

Np Library Session 4

2008-07-31T19:41:00.005+08:00

now 1943hrs~ bk at np library usin dear's lap top - full if miranda orange smell coz she veri ku ku jus now spilled it inside her bag LoL. Still ask me to dry her lecture pad for her -_- wah gettin cold... mayb i'll head over to 'cheers' get free hot water eat my cup noodles~ Wa ha ha (but no chop sticks! bleahx) Last nite jus had our roulette pre practical test, lucki all of us made it, no one failed. I had 1 mistake, Josephine 2 (1 is spin ball fail), Winston pro as usual, my bro 3 mistakes... haha. Felicia was lik soo anxious when she made her 1st mistake & she kalang kabo after tt.. luckily tis test marks dun affect our final scores too much. After test, we stayed behind & played roulette "special games" LoL. 1st was insane counting, we placed multiples of many chips on e bettin zones. Eg. 7 chips on 1:35win, 15chips on 1:17win, 26 chips on 1:8 win = how many chips? hard rite? LoL. I count til my head goes lik tis - *BOOM!* Lol head exploded. & nx we played a very lame game call predict wad number u'll roll - totally IMPOSSIBLE lo. But a gal fr senior class managed to do it! WAHseh (though she only succeeded twice but veri impressive liao). Den Winston kept makin us laugh by sayin if u can succeed he sponcer a free trip to Las Vegas (ya rite..). Den Josephine so into it (swt swt) tt she spinned til dun wanna stop -_- Lmao. Was a fun nite, bought Bee Wun Gou Reng bk to eat after tt, Yum Yum~ & i still haven chn to my new hp -.- been busy these days haven achieve my old smses & data in e old hp, once finish will switch phones~ it's a Samsung (my favorite) ultra 12.1 amethyst violet. Den dear say veri gay! *Faint* It's call "e l e g a n t" kay =P

gettin started wif wrk

2008-07-29T22:21:00.003+08:00

been so busy at wrk.. ytr was kinda slack but today wah seh a whole lot pile of wrk came in together. OT til quite late den Noel was lik sayin "dun stress dun stress" LoL. Tmr gonna meet up wif e contractor le, too bad i didn get to get a hair cut, reached hm too late. & tmr nite's e rouleutte test le! omg omg! Last nite got go practice wif my bro they all. Saroka was lik so blur still coz she missed quite a few lessons. Den when end we got to meet her dog - a golden retreiver! So cute so cute~! 3 months plus onli. & when me & Josephine took bus hm, our topic became so funny - became a debate on 'how frends can or cannot naturally generate sparks'. She said it's when sparks generate, den frends can become couple. But I said it's impossible to hv sparks generate if u dun initial to "spark" it. LOL. Endless debate, but so funny. & o ya another gd news - it's a secret LoL (happened on sun). But it's a gd news (= (bet raed'll understand it)

Chinatown $10 Ktv Madness

2008-07-27T03:59:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's so late now.. 4am... But I've a cup of tea & bowl of green beans in front of me.. Plus.. I'm not sleepy at all! Cham la (If dear c tis she'll hack me up >.<) LoL. E reason y im hm so late is coz jus now went chinatown $10 family ktv wif CM frends sing til shong. So high until after tt we didn feel lik goin hm & instead went newton circus eat supper chit chat LoL. It was so fun & gettin worse & worse when all e XXX topics start comin in.. LoL. Fr e touch buttock related to roulette spinnin skill to XX equipments.. So Lmao. Off topic til super off. Lucki e feelin of oncomin rain gave us e signal to head bk hm, if nt I think we might hv camp overnite -_- Haha. Ok la, reli mus go zzz le.. Still got a bit of cold haven recovered (but thnks to singin somehow recovered a lot le LoL) ZZzzzz (Asleep) zzzzz

Library Session Again :)

2008-07-24T19:07:00.007+08:00

Once again at e legendary library, usin dear's lap top while she's at floorball. Now 7:09pm, been playin drum mania, a bit cold orh e air con, but i'll rather die fr coldness den to suffer e heat outside. So hot so hot so hot! Cant live wifout air con!! If any1 can invent a portable air con, I bet he'll become a zillionaire! Haha but at least still got rain once in a while. Oh ya! Tokin bout rain, I left my umbrella behind at ICG ytr! I went bk but e door was alr locked.. Shit. & I had Josephine & Winston waited for me so pai sei. Lucki we didn miss our bus though. When we got off at TPY Josephine was headin to Chomp Chomp so same bus. & we saw Bus 73 leavin alr lo! We ran so fast to chase it LoL. So fun. Impressive she can run so fast wif high heels @.@ LoL. Oh shoot I'm supposed to b studyin rite now for roulette theory test haiz.. but who cares! LoL. Reli no mood to study wanna slack after passin ytr's paper. It's lik I reli need a break for me to go play til lik crazy. Which is y Josephine, Winston & my bro fixed Ktv tis Sat~ Yeah Yeah~ But hv ta sacrifice Jacky Wu show T^T Plus Sat morinin meetin for Bacarrat game (= & Sun meetin Yiling they all go badminton hahah~ Ok la now bk to game.. oops i mean bk to studies.. (heh heh)

Exams Exams Exams

2008-07-24T00:03:00.004+08:00

Yeah~! I jus passed my M9 exam today! Soooo happy can throw away all those 100+ pgs of stupid notes & mock papers le! \(^0^)/ But all nt too soon... M8 is comin up.. & to make matters worse -> Test is comin up for roulette for CM!! Shoot! Both theory & practical!! (>.<) Cham la. Can some1 pls give me a break? T^T Hv been doin e thing i hate most all wk le -> Study STudy STUdy STUDy STUDY........... *HEAD EXPLODES* & there's 1 other word i hate e most.. tt is: EXAM! I hate i hate i hate! (=_=)zzz I need to rest more. Reli miss those slackin days... *sob sob* & I gotta start my temp wrk tis comin fri le, plus trainin comin up as well (>.<) If i can survive tis ppl, pls start callin me iron man LoL

略懂

2008-07-21T21:43:00.004+08:00

Tis post is an addition to e previous post. Thru conceptual repudiation, e nx things necessary for me was practical recorrection. I've been makin lots & lots of stupid errors & thus lost my confidence in my practical thinkin. I've come to realise tt, thru my exam studies I've adapted a form of "understand all" thinkin, becoz my b4hand thinkin method was overconfidence on my judgment on wad's imprt & wad's nt. However, tis is nt totally correct, nor is there any wrng in my previous way of thinkin. Jus ytr I received a gd conceptual "out of box" gift fr my frend - tt is his quotin of "red cliff" Zhu Ge Liang's sayin "略懂" - means jus noe wad's necessary, knowledge of one thing is imprt, but small knowledge of many things is even more imprt, since a person's knowledge absorption is limited to time. Thnks to my frend & tis concept, I'll b better equipped for my future challenges. Go Go 略懂! LoL

A Fruitful Lunch

2008-07-21T20:59:00.005+08:00

Tis section is to write & thank a certain person who invited me for a little tok over lunch. Thnks for changin my perspective & settin up my motivation once again. It's true, very true - I've lost myself in e process of climbin up fr e very bottom. She told me e story of Adam Koo, how he was very poor at e beginnin yet very enthu to make his book e best seller. He did all he culd, all e things even a commoner culd hv thought of, so how did he succeed? Thru being thick skin & positive. Thick skin over here doesn means a bad word at all. If u cant b thick skin, how can u stay positive in e phase of rejection? How can u do all e necessary things wifout being too self-conscious (pai sei)?

1 of e gd lesson he taught ppl thru his seminars is tis: He asked e audiences to get up fr their seats & intro themselves to 5 ppl. After 5mins, every1 was asked to be seated. Den he described 3 categories of ppl:

1) Those who intro themselves to less den 5ppl, these r e type tt think "since he wont noe i intro myself to how many, i'll jus intro 2 or 3 for e sake of it ba".

2) Those who intro themselves to 5ppl, these r e so-called decent type, paid to do whatever they're told to do but nvr less, nvr more.

3) Those who intro themselves to more den 5ppl, these r e type tt hv passion in wad they do, & these r e type of ppl tt companies r not willin to let go of.

Reli inspiratin e concept, thnks for e knowledge sharin, too bad i cant join her team as i've alr decided my path. Thnks to her, I'll renewed my perception, ty